Twitter Is For Twits. Or Twats. LOL

I still can't understand twitter.

Why do I feel necessary to own like a million different accounts for networking sites?

-deadjournal (now defunct.)
-livejournal
-myspace
-facebook
-blogspot

-now...twitter. sigh.

Eddie Murphy: Raw

Eddie Murphy: I'm sadistic. I go to the supermarkets to watch mothers lose it and beat the shit out of their kids.

Eddie Murphy: [as Bill Cosby] Yoouuu cannot say filth flarn filth flarn filth in front of people!
Eddie Murphy: And I said "I never said no filth flarn filth I don't know what you're talking about I'm offended that you called fuck you!" And that's when Bill got raw on me!
Eddie Murphy: [as Bill Cosby] That's what I'm talking about! Yoouuuuu cannot say... fuck!

[backdated from an old livejournal entry]

HOMIES! LOL

Back in the summer of '07 I remember picking a few of these homeboys up out of the 25 cent machine while in Florida, what a kick I got out of them!! (Plucked out of my old livejournal post)

Haha, I Forgot All About My LJ

I forgot I even had one of these, I haven't been on in years!! I can now use to use it to back blog ;)

Florida '07

[ from original livejournal post ]i had some time to myself to sit back and do nothing so i thought i'd write a real entry since i haven't done so in a while.
i'm the happiest i've been in years lately, after getting back from a stress-free week in florida.
not that i was working too much at work but i was working too hard, and letting the stress really wear me down. stress at home wore me down a lot too, and i've come to realize in reflection during that week of vacation that my job can't be the center of my energy and life for me, and i'm working on my relationship with my boss. the stress between him and i had me completley down for a while, but i hid a lot of my frustration and pain. i'm learning to step up to the bat when it comes to conflict with him, instead of backing down like i usually would. i'm getting stronger.

i have a new outlook on life, and part of the stress management has to include me getting over a lot of mental obstacles in my head, like my perception of other people's thoughts concerning me. i've had low self esteem all these years (just as far back as i can remember now) and it has really effected me in my thoughts, behaviors, and my relationships with friends and lovers. i've let my poor self image block me from achieving a lot in life, and i believe i'm finally sick of it.

now trying to pull myself out from this extremely deep issue, i'm happy to report my relationship with herbie is going great, and i've come to realize that a lot of the problems we were having weren't actually problems at all, but self-created drama that was an effect again of my behaviors/thoughts. there are some things i'd still like to work on with herbie, but nothing big that can be at all really damaging.

florida was such a blast, i have loads of pictures from there, all of which can be seen on either my facebook, my myspace, or on the photobucket sub-album i had created.

a few of the best pictures from the collection:











i am so sorry i never am thoughtful enough to really get into reading any of my friends's entries here on livejournal land, i've been cutting back on my internet time (for my mental health lol) and simply stick more to myspace and facebook.

if there's anything important any of you need to share with me, please tell me to take a look!

xoxx love to all

From Backdated LJ Entry..

Random thought: Just how many heroic lives of youth from all across our nation will be cut short before there is an end to all of the madness? I pity the poor souls lost of their simple freedom to live, and over what? A simple self-righteous belief belonging to a another being that is different, and because of his actions, evil.

[entry here]

Movies Of Choice

I saw some fucking good movies lately, and all not for the first time:



rolling kansas



detroit rock city




[lmao the last one]

throw momma from the train





as good as it gets

Summer Fun

a few new pics from my stash:

Whored Myself Out

Stupid Photo "Shoots"

brusha brusha brusha lol


before blowdry


after [so silly]

My Aspirations

"i'm pretty sure i just want to get my life straightened pretty young, get settled rather young or relatively soon, and just travel, enjoy seeing the world and exploring, etc. finding a way to do all this yet still maintaining a successful job.

it could be possible. somehow.


it's a dream of mine. i'll make it a goal.

i've always had a curiousity for exploring, and i think it's due to the fact that i've lived such a sheltered life compared to the rest of people in my generation and especially considering the town i've been raised in, people being so priveleged and shoving it in your face..

truth is, people around my area just don't seem to hack being real to me.. obviously with the exception of family and friends. i miss florida's vibe, the easy, calm feeling that the people of florida had about them.

i miss that about up north too, when i travel to vermont. life moves slower up there, it's not like us, being near new york city... being in the rush-hour-traffic version of life that we maintain.

i just don't think i really belong here. i want to see so much more.. i want to see chicago, drive around with my man around the outskirts of chi-town, pretending like we're in a john hughes film...

i want to go to kansas and check out the flat fields of america and maybe see a tornado!!

i want to go to idaho and see the beautiful backdrop of those purple mountains[majesty!] that are featured in napoleon dynamite!

i want to go to california and see the hollywood sign. i want entrance into a film studio!

i want to head down to texas and go to a real bbq.

i want to hit vegas and see the bright light city that would set my soul on fire [viva las vegassss lawlz]

i want to see the great lakes.. mall of america.. the list never ends!


...so much wanting. so much desire. "

Original livejournal post..